“Mental pain is less dramatic than physical pain, but it is more common and also harder to bear. The frequent attempt to conceal mental pain increases the burden: it is easier to say “My tooth is aching” than to say “My heart is broken.”
― C.S. Lewis,
Today my heart is very sad.
This morning, my day started off very well. At 7am Shekinah gave birth to 3 kittens. 2 little white ones and 1 grey one like herself.
I was beyond myself. I wanted to shout to the world, I’m a grandma!
Knowing that most people in my life don’t get the excitement (and perhaps think it a little silly that a human can act as if her cat is her child) I immediately knew that somewhere on this blog sphere there would be that one person who would get me! Because on WordPress, we each can find our own kind.
I started typing the most wonderful post ever. The type of post where people can feel your euphoria through mere words.
Now I’m sitting with this knot in my throat. You know that feeling when you want to cry, but just can’t.
My favourite one died. It was the one that looked exactly like Shekinah.
I’ve found the little body now. 😦
I wanted to take an #ootd of today and include the kittens and Shekinah, but I’m suddenly not up to it. Crying myself to sleep tonight.
Instead, I included yesterday’s #ootd