Sometimes when you are looking forward to something it’s easier to only focus on that future moment that the present loose its value.
In my case, I’m looking forward to seeing my husband. And with this ‘holiday’ here, all I can think about is when it’s over so that I can go back to my husband.
I’m guilty of sometimes sleeping the whole day and the entire night just to pass by time.
And when I wake up there’s still so many days left.
Tonight I got into bed and it’s very warm here. I put on the fan and a cool breeze drifted over my body. It felt heavenly. I marinated in that feeling.
Then my cat Thomas jumped on the bed and joined me under the cool breeze. He fell asleep purr purring. I felt less alone ❤
My body became really relaxed and it felt good breathing. Weird but true. Deep breaths.
Between breathing and enjoying the moment, I realised this moment is all I have. A day is made up of little moments.